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One Day at a Time

by Phoebe Silva

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1.
what a time to be alive looking out my window gazing at the mountainside wondering where the time goes are you home alone my love looking out yours too on the other side of the 405 running out of things to do the sunshine seems oppressive now that gathering's taboo what I wouldn't give to step into the warmth and embrace you I'm not afraid of dying I know that when i'm gone I'll be at peace and leave memories behind in all my songs still I'm afraid of losing you though I wonder if I could and so i close my eyes and pray that nothing lasts for good if we'd known what tides were turning would we have made amends instead of putting walls up turning lovers into friends we often have to lose some things to learn their simple worth and so it's been for all the years we've walked upon the earth the silence seems oppressive when you're used to noise and light the ringing in my ears is getting louder with each night i'm not afraid of dying I know that when i'm gone I'll be at peace and leave memories behind in all my songs still I'm afraid of losing you though I know I never could and so I close my eyes and pray that nothing lasts for good nothing lasts for good nothing lasts for good
2.
Break Down 04:26
nothing's ever as it seems no difference between waking and the dreams my mind wandered out of sight all that remained was the silent screaming in the dead of night you've been talking to my illness it wasn't me at all it's uncanny your ability to always get the best of me but I'm stronger now that i've survived the fall let your self break all the way down there's a perfect sort of peace beneath the ground let your self break all the way down there's a perfect sort of peace beneath the ground break down break down ego beaten to submission now I've started having visions of a better world a better time and place all I needed was the space to clear away the chaos and hear the voice within we all fight so hard to win leaving bitter disillusions littered across the battleground of our hearts when we lay our arms aside only then can we be free to give all of ourselves in love and art let yourself break all the way down there's a perfect sort of peace beneath the ground break down break down break down break down
3.
mirrors in your eyes reflect the cracks in mine is this our demise sharing the same spine broken people know where broken people go when they vanish look right through me and you'll see yourself reach into me pull the child out broken people know how broken people throw away their chances and broken people know why broken people stow away the hurt stand too tall and see me cower speak too soft and hear me cry be too kind and turn me stoney trading truth for familiar lies broken people know how broken people go broken people know broken people know it's safer here alone break down the walls and step outside strip away the layers unravel your mind there's safety in the silence there's truth in knowing why we tangle and we tire detached from our own sight broken people know how broken people grow broken people know you can't heal on your own broken people know broken people know broken people know broken people know
4.
I was hanging on dear by a thread when you left you shook the contents of my head upside down like a snow globe precious memories were scattered to and fro I stood naked wondering where the fuck to go I lost some old friends and I made some new put my foot back in my mouth then I lost the new ones too I'm learning to keep some things to myself I'm learning when to walk away and when it's just as well I'm learning how to watch my step so I don't slip away hoping I'll arise one day and feel ok I met a man who looked nothing like you he was sad and broken down so I tried to help him too all the best of my intentions always leave me with regret and fixing others hasn't healed me yet I'm learning to keep some things to myself I'm learning when to walk away and when it's just as well I'm learning how to watch my step so I don't slip away hoping I'll arise one day and feel ok one day at a time they say but how many left to go? the more I look inside myself the deeper the wound grows am I manic? am I crazy? am I meant to be alone? I don't know... but I'm learning to keep some things to myself I'm learning when to walk away and when it's just as well I'm learning how to watch my step so I don't slip away hoping I'll arise one day and feel ok hoping I will learn to love myself some day

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released December 4, 2020

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Phoebe Silva Los Angeles, California

Los Angeles based indie artist Phoebe Silva blends classic American songwriting influences with a contemporary folk-pop sensibility. A multi-instrumentalist and powerful vocalist, she evokes comparisons to artists including Linda Ronstadt, Amy Winehouse, Adele, Fiona Apple, Ingrid Michaelson, Haley Reinhart, Lily Allen and Gwen Stefani.

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